This is a transcript of Matthew Dicks’s story, Sleepwalking Thru Kaleigh’s Surgery, at a Boston Moth StorySLAM. You can watch Matthew telling the story here:

I’m standing in my classroom, about half an hour before the school day starts, when my phone rings. I answer it, and a woman on the other end tells me that she has good news. My dog has survived the first surgery, and they’re getting ready for the second one. I tell her, “No, you’ve called the wrong person. My dog is at the hospital, but she’s just constipated and being watched in case she explodes in some horrible way.”

The woman apologizes and says, “Could you hold for a moment?” She clicks off, and as I wait, I think about how someone in the world is waiting to hear if their dog survived surgery. I just can’t imagine it. My dog’s name is Kaylee, she’s a white Lhasa Apso, and she’s my best friend. I can’t imagine getting that phone call.

The woman clicks back on, but it’s not her anymore. A man’s voice says, “Mr. Dicks, my name is Dr. Lindgren. I just did spinal surgery on your dog, and I’m about to begin a second surgery.” I’m confused and respond, “That’s not possible.” He says, “Last night, I called you at 2:00 AM and told you your dog wasn’t constipated. She had a spinal rupture, and you agreed to the surgery.”

Instantly, I know exactly what has happened. I ask, “Can I call you back in a minute?” He responds, “No, I need to do surgery on your dog right now or she’ll die.” He gives me a number to call, and I hang up.

I run out of my classroom, up the hallway, and into my wife’s classroom. I didn’t see her this morning because she sleeps in and I leave early. She’s walking in, hands full of bags, and she sees me and asks, “How’s Kaylee?” I say, “You know, she had surgery,” and she replies, “Yes, you don’t know?” Now I know for sure I’ve been sleepwalking my entire life.

When people talk about sleepwalking, they usually think of people wandering around the house, banging into walls. But that’s not what it’s like. I compare it to having two operating systems in my head. One is running right now, allowing me to tell this story, but the second one comes online about once a month. It does everything this first system does, except it doesn’t talk to the other one. So when I sleepwalk, I have no memory of what I’ve done.

When I was a kid, I would wander down a couple of hours after going to bed and sit with my parents, watching the Celtics. They’d ask, “So what girl do you like now, Matt?” And I’d say, “Melissa’s our it.” Then in the morning, they’d ask, “Who’s Melissa’s our it?” and I’d have no idea what they were talking about. When I was in Boy Scouts, the Scoutmaster had to tie my ankle to a tree because otherwise, I’d wander out of the tent and just walk into the woods until I tripped on a root. I’d wake up, have no idea where I was, and sit at the base of a tree until everyone woke up and I figured out where camp was.

Nowadays, when I sleepwalk, I mostly eat cereal at night. I only know this because I come downstairs in the morning and find half-eaten bowls of Cheerios, sometimes with a book open next to them, as if I was reading but have no recollection of it.

Last year, I signed three book contracts, which meant I had to write three books in a year. It was the worst decision I’ve ever made. There was an enormous amount of stress on me. One morning, I came downstairs and found my laptop open with 500 words written for the book I was working on. They weren’t the 500 words that matched up with what I’d been writing the night before. It was 500 words for the next chapter, but they were still the same words that exist in the book today.

My wife knows this about me. We’ve had long conversations in the middle of the night that I have no recollection of, and they strike fear into my heart in ways you can’t imagine. She says, “You were sleepwalking,” and I say, “I guess.” She says, “We turned on the lights, we talked about it for an hour,” and then she tells me that the doctor said Kaylee needed surgery, with a 50% chance of surviving the first one. She needed a second surgery to stabilize her spine, with another 50% chance of survival. Even if she survived both surgeries, she’d probably end up in a doggy wheelchair, and we’d have to catheter her and give her a colostomy bag for the rest of her life. The surgery cost $8,000. I say, “We agreed to all of that,” and she says, “Yes.”

And suddenly, I fall more in love with my wife than I ever have, because that dog is mine first. She’s not easy, and the fact that my wife agreed to all of that—I can’t believe it.

Later, while I’m teaching my students, I get a call. It’s the doctor, and he says, “She survived the surgery.” I ask, “Is she going to walk?” and he says, “I don’t think so.”

Three days later, I bring Kaylee home. She’s a mess—shaven, falling apart. The worst part is, she looks at me, and she doesn’t know why this has happened to her. I can’t tell her, and it breaks my heart. We’re sitting there watching TV that first night. She’s on a towel, asleep, and I see her wake up and look at me. She gets up on her feet and walks toward me.

I call the doctor and say, “She’s walking!” He says, “That’s impossible. She can’t do that right now.” I say, “I know, but she is.”

Kaylee passed away last summer. She lived for 18 years, and they were the 18 best years of my life. She was my best friend. When people ask me, “If you had been awake, would you have made the same decision?” I understand why they ask, because it was a lot of money for a very little chance of survival. But I always say the same thing: “Yes, I would have made the same decision. I would have made it in my sleep.”

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This is a transcript of Matthew Dicks’s story, Charity Thief, at a Boston Moth StorySLAM.

It’s the fall of 1991. I’m twenty years old. I’m driving down a lonely stretch of New Hampshire highway. I’m driving home from the very first booty call of my entire life, and I’m excited because I don’t know that this is also going to be the very last booty call of my entire life.

It’s in this moment of excitement that the right front tire of my 1976 Chevy Malibu blows out, but it doesn’t just deflate. It disintegrates. It throws rubber and wire across the road in a way I didn’t think was possible, and it takes everything I have to get the car over to the shoulder and to a stop.

And it’s 1991. I don’t have a cell phone. I don’t have a spare tire. I haven’t seen a car on this stretch of road for a long time. So I do the only thing I can think of doing: I start hiking back up the road to search for help.

Seven hours later, after having given all my money to a half-naked mountain man named Winston in exchange for a balding spare tire, I’m back on the road, heading home, a hundred miles between me and my apartment in Attleboro, Massachusetts, when I look at the instrument panel and see that I have no gas.

All the money I had — every penny to my name — is in the hands of a half-naked mountain man. I don’t have a credit card. I don’t have an ATM card. I don’t even have a checking account.

So I take the next exit and roll my car into a Citgo station, and as I park the car on the edge of the lot, facing a field of fall foliage, I grip the steering wheel in anger. I’m angry, but I’m also sad. I’m twenty years old. I’m a McDonald’s manager. I make $7.25 an hour, and I am the richest person I know. My mother is living on welfare with my pregnant teenage sister. My brother joined the army a year ago, and I haven’t heard from him since. My father disappeared from my life ten years ago. The only person I know who can help me, who even has a credit card or a car that can make this hundred-mile trip to New Hampshire, is my friend Bengi, and he is off on some college weekend. I can’t get in touch with him, because in 1991, when you want to call someone, you need to make a phone ring on a wall, and you need to make that phone ring at the moment the person you want to speak to is near that phone, and you need the number for the phone to make it ring, and all of that is impossible for me to get.

This was not the plan for my life. I’m sitting behind the wheel, staring into a field of bright colors, yet I feel anything but bright. I was not supposed to be this alone this early in my life. You’re not supposed to be twenty years old and have absolutely no one in your life to call for help. As I sit there in my car, staring into that field of orange and yellow, I see my future ahead of me. An endless series of moments just like this one, when I need help but will have none.

So I make a plan. I’m going to beg for gas, because it’s 1991. Gas is eighty-five cents a gallon, so eight dollars is all I need to get me home. I’ll offer my license, my wallet, everything in my car as collateral in exchange for eight dollars’ worth of gas and the promise that I will return and repay the money and more. Whatever it takes.

So I rehearse my pitch, take a deep breath, and walk in. There’s a kid behind the counter, probably about my age. I tell him my problem. I ask him to help. I make my offer. The kid refuses. He doesn’t want to risk his job.

So I leave. I go back to my car. My plan is simple. I’m going to wait for this kid to go home. Wait for the next person to come on duty, and while I wait, I’ll refine my pitch. I’ll beg again. I’ll beg until someone, anyone, gives me some money for gas. But as I climb back into the car, I see my crumpled McDonald’s uniform on the backseat, and I suddenly have an idea.

An hour later, I’m standing on the porch of a small, red-brick house on a quiet residential street. I’m knocking on a blue door.

I’m wearing my McDonald’s manager’s uniform. Blue shirt. Blue pants. Blue tie. Gold name badge. I’m holding a gray McDonald’s briefcase with a big M engraved on the front like a shield.

I knock on that blue door again.

When the door opens, a man is standing in front of me. He looks about fifty, but he might as well be five hundred. He’s one of these guys who looks as if he has all the wisdom of the world wrapped up in him, and in that moment, I know that he knows that I’m about to do something terrible.

And I agree. This is a terrible idea. I know this now.

But it’s two o’clock on a Sunday afternoon. I’m standing on his porch in a McDonald’s uniform. It’s one of those moments when you realize that the only way to get out of a terrible situation is to go through with it. So I take another deep breath and say, “Hi, I’m Matt, and I’m collecting money for Ronald McDonald Children’s Charities.”

The man doesn’t move. He doesn’t say a word. He’s like Stonehenge. Frozen in time and forever waiting for this moment. Waiting for me to arrive.

The next words that come out of my mouth surprise me as much as they surprise him, because they are completely unplanned. “My mom died of cancer when I was a little boy, and now my sister is dying of cancer, and I’m just trying to do whatever I can to help.”

The man finally moves. He points his finger at me and says, “You stay right there.” Then he walks back into his house, and I know what he’s doing. He’s calling the police, and they will come and arrest me for stealing money from McDonald’s (which will actually happen two years later, but not on this day). On this day, he returns to the door with a twenty-dollar bill in his hand, which is like $20,000 to me on this day. As I raise my hand to say, “No, it’s too much,” he says, “No. My wife, Lisa, died of cancer five years ago.”

Now it’s my turn to freeze.

He keeps talking. He tells me about her cancer. Her death. He tells me that his two kids came back from California for the funeral, but he hasn’t seen them since that day. He says that the last two years of Lisa’s life were hard, but it was the very last year that he regrets the most. He tells me how hard his wife fought to stay alive, and he wishes now that he could have told her that it was okay to go, but he loved her too much to say the words.

Before I realize what is happening, I’m sitting on the porch with this man as he spills his guts to me, and in that moment, I know that I am, without a doubt, the single worst person on the face of the earth.

The man talks to me for twenty minutes about his wife and his children, and when he’s done, he hugs me as if he hasn’t hugged a person in five years. Then he presses the twenty-dollar bill into my hand. It feels like poison now.

I say good-bye. I walk down the stone path, up the street, and back to the gas station. I use his money to put gas in my car, and I hit the road, once again heading in the direction of home. And as I pull onto the highway, I remember the last time I was sitting behind this wheel, just an hour or so ago, feeling lonely, worried that I would be alone for the rest of my life. Now I know how stupid I was, because tonight I’ll sit with my friends in the living room and eat pizza, drink beer, and watch The Simpsons.

But that man — he will be alone tonight behind that blue door. He’ll be alone tonight and tomorrow night and probably for many, many more nights. I leave New Hampshire knowing that I know nothing about loneliness, but also knowing that I never want to know about loneliness the way that man understood it that day and will probably understand it for many, many days thereafter.

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This is a transcript of Matthew Dicks’s story, This is going to suck, at a Pittsburgh Moth event. You can watch Matthew telling the story here:

It’s December 23, 1988. I’m seventeen years old. I’m coming out of a record store. As I hit the sidewalk, my friend Pat sees me. He asks me what’s in the shopping bag I’m holding. I tell him it’s a concert T-shirt. It’s a Christmas present for Bengi, our friend, and my best friend. A surprise Christmas present.

Pat looks at me a little funny. He’s only fourteen, but he’s already cooler than I will ever be in my entire life. So when he looks at me like that, I always pay attention. Pat tells me that guys don’t buy Christmas presents for other guys. Especially surprise Christmas presents. He tells me that he’s had girlfriends for six months and never bought them a thing. So for me to buy Bengi a Christmas present is a little odd.

I’m suddenly feeling very self-conscious about the betta fish in the backseat of my car — the one that I bought at the pet store for Pat an hour ago — and the comic books for Coog, and the sweatshirt for Tom, and all the presents I bought for my friends on this day. I know that Pat is right. It’s strange that I’ve done this, but it’s been a long time since I’ve had a good Christmas, and I want this one to be special.

The combination of my unending childhood poverty, my absentee mother and my evil stepfather, and their now failing marriage, has made every Christmas for years a misery. But for the first time in my life, I have money in my pocket. I’m a manager at McDonald’s making $5.75 an hour. I’m working full-time while I’m in high school, and I am the richest person I know. I am going to use this money to buy myself a great Christmas.

I’m heading home now. I need to get my uniform, because I have a shift at McDonald’s later and I need to get these presents into the house. I need to get the betta fish out of the cold. It’s starting to snow out. It’s kind of lovely. I’m driving my mother’s 1976 Datsun B210, a car about the size of a box of Pop-Tarts, through the town of Mendon, Massachusetts. The lawns of each home are turning white. It’s the first snowfall of the year. As I drive by each house, it’s as if I’m passing a picture postcard of Christmas. I feel this might be a good Christmas after all.

I’m coming around a corner and I’m heading down a hill when my car starts sliding to the opposite lane on the snowy road. I look up, and I see a white Mercedes-Benz coming right at me.

They say that in moments like this, time will slow down or even freeze, and it is absolutely true. In the three seconds it takes before our two cars hit head-on, I have exactly three thoughts.

The first is: I’m not wearing my seat belt. I always wear my seat belt, but in the excitement of buying Christmas presents and the rush to get home, I’ve forgotten to put it on, on the worst day of my life to forget.

My second thought is: in moments like this, I’ve been told to steer into the skid, but it occurs to me now that I don’t know what the hell that really means. (I still don’t know to this day.)

My third thought is just one sentence, it’s five words long, and I say it aloud: “This is going to suck.”

And it does. When our cars collide, I’m thrown forward, and my head crashes through the windshield. My chin catches the steering wheel on the way, and the entire bottom row of my teeth comes flying out and into the back of my mouth in one large chunk. At the same moment, my legs come forward, and my right leg becomes embedded down to the bone in the air- conditioning unit. My left leg hits the emergency release brake, knocking the handle off and skewering my left leg. My chest crashes into the steering wheel, breaking ribs and knocking all the air from my lungs. It’s all over in a second. Then shock descends upon me, and I feel no pain or fear.

I climb out of the car. I’m sort of crumpled next to the car, half standing, half crouching, when I see the woman in the Mercedes get out. She’s completely unharmed. Her seat belt and the size of her car have protected her completely. Then she sees me, vomits, and passes out.

The first to arrive at the scene is a pickup truck full of teenagers. A kid about my age gets to me first. He lies me down in the mud and the snow on the side of the road. He gives me a look over, and then he crouches close to my ear and whispers, “Dude, you’re fucked.”

It is the most accurate medical assessment that I will receive that day.

A police officer arrives and puts a coat on me to keep me warm. I’ve got broken ribs, so it feels like a thousand pounds. I’m looking up at a white sky, and the snow is really starting to fall now, so I close my eyes.

When I open my eyes again, I’m in an ambulance. A young woman is straddling my hips and she is pounding on my chest, which is now on fire. There’s a man trying to shove a clear tube down my throat, and the woman starts screaming, “He’s back! He’s back!” And I’m wondering, “Who the hell is back?”

It’s me. I’m back. I’ll find out later that my heart stopped beating and I stopped breathing for about a minute.

No white light.

Now I’m in the emergency room, and the doctors get to work on me right away. They’re picking out glass from my forehead with tweezers.

They’re getting my legs ready for surgery. Dental surgeons wire that chunk of teeth back down into my jaw. It’s the most painful thing I’ve ever felt.

A nurse comes over and asks me for my phone number. My clothes were cut off at the scene, so I have no ID. I give her my parents’ number, and then I give her the number for McDonald’s because I’m supposed to be working that night. She sort of scoffs at this and looks at me as if I’m crazy, which I kind of am. I was dead twenty minutes ago and now I’m worried about work, but that drive-through does not run well without me, and they’re going to have to get someone in.

Bless her heart. She makes the call.

As the doctors and nurses work on me, I notice that their expressions begin to change. I see it, because I am thinking the same thing they are: Where the hell are my parents?

I’ll find out later that when they heard I was in stable condition, they went to check the car out first. I won’t see them before surgery.

I’m waiting for a surgeon, because it’s December 23, and they’re hard to find. I’m waiting and waiting and waiting, and I’m feeling as alone as I’ve ever felt.

But I’m not alone, because when the nurse called McDonald’s to tell them about the accident, the manager on duty told my friends, and those friends started calling other friends. An old-fashioned phone tree begins, with friends calling friends calling friends, and the waiting room is now filling up with sixteen- and seventeen- and eighteen-year-old kids in ripped jeans and concert T-shirts, and one fourteen-year-old boy who is cooler than all of them. And my friend Bengi is the first one to arrive.

They can’t come into the emergency room to see me, because they’re not family, but when the nurses realize that my parents won’t be arriving in time, they roll my gurney to the other side of the emergency room, and they open a door. One by one, each of my friends stands in the doorway. And they wave. And they give me the thumbs-up. The boys say incredibly

inappropriate things to make me laugh, and the girls tell me that they love me, and I can hear them chanting my name as I am rolled into the operating room.

None of the presents ever make it into my friend’s hands. Bengi never gets his concert T-shirt and Coog never gets his comic books, and the betta fish is the only fatality in the accident that day.

But it turns out that Pat is wrong. You can give your friends surprise Christmas presents, because they give me the best one I’ve ever received. They give me family, and until I meet my wife fifteen years later, they are the only family that I have. And it turns out they’re the only family that I need.

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This is a transcript of Matthew Dicks’s story, Karen Vs. the Patriots, at a Boston Moth GrandSLAM. You can watch Matthew telling the story here:

I tell my friend Benji that Karen likes me, and he laughs at me. It’s 3 o’clock in the morning. We’re in the kitchen cleaning, the party’s cleared out, and in the living room, there are the last remnants of the party. There’s a huddled faithful under the glow of a black-and-white TV set atop a baby changing table. They’re watching Monty Python and the Holy Grail for the 1,000th time on VHS. I would normally be there, but I’m in the kitchen cleaning because we’re going to a Patriots game tomorrow morning. We want to get a head start, and I love the Patriots. I have loved them all my life. When I was a little boy, I used to tape a football with duct tape to my foot and go out trick-or-treating as the placekicker, Tony Franklin.

When the Patriots lost to the Bears in the Super Bowl in ’86, I wept for days. I was in math class, just tears streaming down my eyes. I once dated a girl only because she once lived on the same street as Steve Grogan, the Patriots quarterback legend. So I love these guys, and I want to get to the game tomorrow. 

I should be cleaning, but I’m not, because Benji is laughing at me. I know why he’s laughing. There is no way Karen could like me. I am, in the words of one of my friends, a necklace stump with legs and arms, and Karen is the most beautiful girl who walks into every room. She’s not a girl I would chase. In fact, no guy chases Karen. Karen is like a bug light. She sucks you in, and when you get close, she stabs you in the heart until you’re dead.

But at the party tonight, every time I turned, Karen was there. She was sort of laughing at the things I was saying and touching my arm. I think, like, maybe she likes me, but I know Benji’s right, and it’s impossible. Two days later, the phone rings. It’s Karen. She asks when the next party is. I tell her Saturday, and she says the four most beautiful words I have ever heard: “That’s not soon enough.”

So I say, “How about Thursday? A movie and pizza at my place?” She says yes. And so it’s Thursday, and we’re on the couch, watching the movie. Except we’re not watching the movie anymore. We’re making out on the couch. I am making out with Karen. It’s the only time in my life I’ve had this out of body experience at a moment when I should absolutely be in my body. I flow above my body and look down at us. I turn to an audience that is not there and say, “Do you see what is happening here right now? I am kissing Karen like the impossible is possible.”

At the end of the night, Karen says, “When can we see each other again?” I say, “Saturday at the party.” She says, “I can’t. I have a family thing.” And she says, “How about Sunday?” I say, “I’m going to the Patriots game, but I’m more than willing to ditch Benji and take you instead.” She says, “Great! I’ve never been to a football game.” And I think, this is fantastic.

Then Sunday comes, and I realize this is not going to be fantastic. It is five degrees with the wind chill. When she shows up to my house, she is not dressed properly. She’s got a pair of jeans on and those thigh-high boots that look great but do nothing to keep your feet warm. She’s got a jacket on—like, just the word “jacket” is not enough. I have taken my entire wardrobe and transferred it to my body. I am the Michelin Man. I have everything I own on me.

I say, “Karen, you can’t go to the football game. You will die.” She says, “I’ll be fine.” And I can’t say no to Karen, so we go to the football game. And it is bad. It’s cold. It’s old Foxboro Stadium. It is made up of metal benches and Soviet architecture and despair. Nothing good happens in that stadium, and nothing good is happening today because Karen is freezing. We’re approaching halftime, and Karen turns to me and says, “Thank God it’s almost over.” She doesn’t know there’s another whole half of football to go. So I tell her, and she says, “Man, I can’t make it.” I agree with her. She may die if she stays here, but on the other hand, I’m thinking, “I told you, woman. I said this was not going to be right. This is on you, it’s not on me.”

Now I have a decision to make: I either stay in this stadium and watch the worst football team of the season, a 2-14 football team, or I leave with the most beautiful girl in every room. So I choose love. I hand Karen my keys and tell her she has to go wait in the car because these guys need me. And it’s a terrible game. They lose 6 to nothing in the worst football game I have ever seen in my life.

When I go back to the parking lot, my car is probably not going to be there, but I was there for them. When I get to the spot where my car is supposed to be, I can’t believe it. It’s there, and it’s running and warm. I get into the car and tell Karen, “Bad news, we lost.” She doesn’t say anything to me. For the rest of my life, I bring her home, and I never see her again.

There are moments when I question my decision in Foxboro Stadium that day, when I think about that woman who I sent back to the car. But I also knew that day that those guys on the field— as terrible as they were in 1992— were always going to be there for me, and Karen was not going to be the girl I was going to marry. I knew that day that those guys would be there for the rest of my life, and that is what they’ve been. Whether they were terrible or they were great, they have been there for me, and I have loved them. They have been everything to me on days when I’ve been there for them, and they have been there for me through better and through worse. And that, my friends, is what true love is all about.

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